Home again home again

I'm at home visiting my family. My mom and I went to downtown Lewistown today and to Wal-mart. We had lunch at the Waterfront. I've been feeling a little off, a tiny bit nauseated. I wish I could control my stomach better.

I spent an hour tonight sitting outside waiting for a fox to come with Bethany and her dad but it never showed up. We did see a deer eating some leaves and heard nearby cows making the craziest noises.

I love vacation but I'm still feeling a little down in the dumps about moving and having to make so many decisions. Why is it so hard to make choices? I feel like I'm not very good at it. I want to make the right choice for Philip and I and I'm just not sure what that should be. I feel so sad whenever I think about moving away from my family and friends. Philip is so excited about moving and I'm really not sure why. I feel lost. Why is it so difficult for me to make decisions? I just hate change so much.

Crap. : ( 

+ summer days
+ Wal-mart/ice cream adventures with Bethany
+ Key lime pie

I should be looking for a job

I've been sitting at the computer for over an hour and I haven't even started to work on anything except a new HIIT workout and to pin pretty highlight pictures. I want to have my hair highlighted.